The light you carry unsettles something dark inside the narcissist. They will never admit it; they will never show it in obvious ways, but they feel it. Your clarity, energy, and purpose shake something demonic within them. They do not try to learn from it; they do not try to grow. Instead, they try to extinguish your light. But no matter what they do, they fail. And when they fail, they attack in the slimiest, most petty, and spiritually disgusting ways. Their spirit cannot stand the thought of you becoming who you are meant to be, so it uses the narcissist as its puppet to stop you. But what they do not know is that you’ve already seen through them.
Proof 1: Mocking Your Spirituality
When a narcissist mocks your spirituality, what they’re really doing is attacking the connection that threatens to set you free. They know, consciously or not, that your spiritual awakening makes you harder to manipulate because the moment you align with something higher, they lose power over you. They don’t mock it because it’s funny; they mock it because it terrifies them. They do not understand peace, sacred devotion, or what it means to walk with God, but they understand that all of that is a combined threat. So they try to contaminate, twist, and defile it. They want your connection to the divine to feel shameful, laughable, or even dangerous. Once you believe that lie, you will dim your light just to stay safe.
I’ve lived this. When I became spiritual, my father, the main narcissist in my life, unleashed a level of wrath I had never seen before. It was as if something inside him was at war with me, as if my prayers were daggers to his comfort. He didn’t just disagree; he attacked me as if I were hurting him. He destroyed my prayers as if they were cursed objects; he burned my books as if they were threats. He would scream at me without provocation, monitor my online life obsessively, and scan my phone for anything remotely spiritual. If he found something, he would explode. He would mock me in front of others, belittle my beliefs, and laugh at me as if I were some delusional fool. He made it his mission to humiliate me, especially when others were watching, as if my faith were some sort of punchline.
Eventually, I was forced to hide that side of me, to shrink, stay silent, and pretend I was not evolving. Every time I expressed even a glimpse of my inner growth, he reacted as if I were committing a crime. That is what their spirit wants. It does not want you connected, empowered, or free because if you were, you would walk away, and they know it very clearly.
Proof 2: Distractions of Lust, Guilt, and Chaos
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